Welcome To My Silly Blog

Hollaaaaa guys,

gatau kenaa akhir-akir ini jadi sering banget mampir ke blog, maklum lagi semangat-semangatnya hehehe, jadi mau cerita pengalaman kemarin, aku tau ini udah basi banget, imlek udah lewat sebulan yang lalu tapi gapapa lah ya, so aku mau cerita sedikit jadi berhunung aku kuliah di jurusan Fotografi aku mau menambahi dengan foto-foto hasil jepretanku di blog ini, so ada perubahan sedikin dalam konten di blog ku sekarang, karna aku sering banget motret dan gatau hasilnya mau di apain, biasanya sih untuk tugas dll tapi kayaknya aku juga butuh buat ku apload di blog ku pribadi, jadi mungkin 90% kedepan blog ku akan ku isi dengan foto-fotoku, sebisa mungkin aku bakal motret sendiri dan ga bakalan ku ambil dari sumber manapun, sebenernya agak menantang sih, cuma let's try it!!

Jadi beberapa minggu yang lalu waktu Imlek, ada tugas mtret suasana imlek nahhh, sedikit cerita tugas ini waktunya dua minggu tanpa konsultasi foto, di lokasi pertama aku motret Klenteng Fuk Ling Miau di Jalan Brigjen Katamso dan lokasi yang kedua adalah di Solo di The Park Mall, mumpung di kasih kesempatan dua minggu pengerjaan, yaudah aku bela-belain ke Solo buat nyari tugas ini, karna di Solo lumayan rame suasana Imleknya yaudah deh semua terealisasikan dan baru kali itu aku ke Solo bareng temen-temenku hehehe

Dan berikut foto-foto yang ku ambil untuk tugas Suasana Imlek ku;

Much love,

Salsabila Azkya

- Salsabila Azkya

That time, when I was broke your heart, when I was prefer with the others, I know for sure you are the best one but when I was comfortable with others I prefer that comfort and leave you. I know you're angry then, you didn't call or contact me for a long time, when I was know you were in Jogja, there are a few wish that i want to contacted you just asking "you here?" but as I typed it I delete it again and again, I'm was aware of what I'm doing. and until finally I received word that you already have someone special. Someone you love right now while I broke up with my beloved. and I realized he is not the best, I feel empty sometimes, I enjoyed my solitude, hang out with my friends, watch the drama from morning to morning again, fangirling offer my favorite boyband BTS or just read the book I like. but sometimes I feel very lonely. i open my phone and see your contact. I want to contact you but I undo my intention, 

I cried.

until finally I go back to my hometown and lived my life as usual I put on before I know you. I cooked, I take care of my brother and my father without my mom. but I'm used, until finally I have to go back to Jogja because of college affairs. in the last day, you come. You knocked door and I was shocked. you come to my house.

you said "i'm so nervous to meet you"

 
I smiled, I looked at his face, his eyes and he was still the same. the stare that i missed for a long time.

We decide to go to a coffee shop near my house, I ordered the Oreo Ice Blend and you ordered Chocolate, we chatted, we drifted in the chat. you take out all your jokes, you give me a lot of puzzles that I don't know the answer and you answer them by yourself. You gave me the isoscale triangels questions and you just don't know the answer too. I smiled.

we laughed.
 

And i relized you're still the same. just like when I first got to know you. the feeling reappears. feeling like I want to have you again but I know I can't. but I still hoping. feeling like I want to turn the time as before, before I know someone and leave you, feeling like you missed someone you love after parting in a long time. feeling that want to come back with you again.

-Salsabila Azkya